Okay so I have come to a conclusion about the oposite sex.....they are all crazy....I do not understand them.
If he knew that everytime I see him alll I can think about isdoes he see me...the answer is a difficult one most of the time because of how I will ask it. But boys are crazy especially this adorable, akward, tall and hardworking guy....he is crazy but ehhh...I think I'm about over it.
There are no words that can express how sorry I am that things turned out they way they did...I loved him...but only as a friend...I told him at the wrong time but I knew waiting to tell him would've made worse. If he ever forgives me...I'm lucky, if not...I'll have to get over it. I'll never be perfect, but he treated me like I was. He was so sweet, and so much more, the only thing we lacked was my feelings for him...but hopefully he'll understand and become my friend once more. If only he'd talk to me or look me in the eye passing in the hall could he see that I hated that it was hurting him this much. =/ If you're reading this and you have given me a hard time about it...maybe you see now that it wasn't intentionally to hurt him.
UHHH Okay, this is just ranting...just because I'm mad and boys are stupid.
There is this one guy who I kinda like....and well he likes me ALOT...we started talking and he asked me out...I said yes..then he said I love you over the phone one night..I kinda freaked out and I told him I wanted to slow down...and I kinda meant just go back to talking...UHHHHH and he got mad and now he won't talk to me... BOYS ARE STUPID!!!! UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am gonna move to mexico and become a nun..... because it is snowing here and the snow ruined my plans....and todays just not my day!!! And yes I know I sound like a whinny little girl...thats the point
Dear John, You are still frustrating me. However, you are not the only one. Some days I feel like I'll wait for you forever, but others I feel as if I can't. I try not to hurt anyone yet, I always seemed to get the short end. Now or never....I wish I knew you'd choose now....right now I'll keep waiting but if something comes my way I won't promise to wait continuously I'll give you a chance no matter what but I might take up an offer or two in the mean while. Please choose now before it becomes never...
Martin Luther King Junior, A wonderfully great man. He did great things for this country. However, this "holiday" is bull crap. He wouldn't want this. He would be outraged with what this country has become, he never once wanted special treatment. He wanted equality, this nation is not a nation of equality, it is just that the tables have turned. Our nation is one where only certain crimes are "hate crimes" I think that is stupid all crimes ARE hate crimes. We live in a nation where you can get a scholarship for no other reason but you are black, latino, or any other minority. I'm sorry but not every minority child is underprivileged or deserving of a scholarship. Now, so called whites are not all underprivileged or deserving of a scholarship either. But why is it easier to get a scholarship if you are black vs white? I think that is an injustice. Now, I personally do not believe that ANYONE should get a scholarship based solely on race. Some would argue that this country owes blacks something because of slavery. I am by no mends condoling slavery but unfortunately it occurred. Even in the United States blacks were not the only slaves....there were even black slave owners... I vote for equality...but equality doesn't mean you can take back the past injustices. Equality means you don't recognize the difference and I believe that most people don't look past it. No I'm not calling most people racist I am simply saying that they recognize the "difference".